Saturday, January 21, 2006


The Challenge Begins!!!

Well, after thinking it over, and over!! I finally decided to join up to WW again.
I am so excited about the new no count programme, even points seem to be inspiring, I just love the new literature!!! I am so pumped, I can't wait till weigh in (Next week). I know I am going to work hard and do this!!!, I have joined with my sister, who has weight issues as well.

Anyway, I got a wake up call when I weighed in, I was in the same boat as my online "mentor", (although she doesn't know it, I will talk about her in a minute), Angel. We were loosing weight at about the same rate, from memory our starting weights were similar, and our goals seemed to be the same. Well today I weighed in at 89.7kgs, so I have gone the other way, Angel is loosing and I WAS gaining. But not anymore, this is it, I am going to do it. In small steps, I can and will loose weight and be healthy again.

So Angel, has a fantastic blog, I was just randomely looking at the WW site, when I came across her journal. I have been hooked ever since. For me it is a little weird, that I am hooked on someone, else's weight loss. But I am, She is the reason I decided to do this blog, I get so much inspiration from her. And if you ever see her blog, which I highly recomend, you will see that I am not the only one who gets inspiration from her.

So enough about that. I will sign off now, I have to get to bed, because Sunday is my first day, of the rest of my life. BARF, how cheesey is that?, Hello, whats with using the word BARF? How old school is That?

Ka Kite
(See ya)

Monday, January 09, 2006

The Big Question

Hi there, well I have a question beating me up inside. To join back at Weight Watchers or not.
I am getting all of the mail, emails, etc saying Join up now,etc, I have done weight watchers in the past and this is basically what I base my weight loss on. The whole points system, (although I do it very slackly). My heart is saying join back, get some new literature, and new motivation. But my wallet is saying don't, you can't afford it, you can do it on your own. I just don't know. I basically did it on my own last year, and really for the whole year these are my results.

I weighed in on new years day at 100kg exactly. throughout the year I lost a total of 11kgs. Now I must say that I didn't go hard or anything. So really I feel that the results are not so good. I started walking, then I would stop, I started eating better, then I would go back to my old ways. The truth is, I know HOW to loose weight, I just lack the motivation. But I am not un motivated. Everytime I go shopping and try on clothes (which is very rare, I just get too depressed) I say to myself, thats it, I have got to work at it, and fit into a size 16 at least!!! But then nothing happens.

There is always something, like I was going to start a fresh In the new year, but then I get sick and in bed for three days, so it just hasn't happened!!
So anyway, I still don't know about joining, any advise from somebody would be great.

Right well, I have poured my heart out today, and have been a bit negative, but hey, I have to be honest.

See ya

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Christmas 2005

This is me Christmas 2005, posing at a Christmas party.
Smiling on the outside but dieing to get to goal weight on the inside. Ok so that sounds really cheesy, but it is true. I feel that whenever I am out I am looking at people wondering if they are the same size as me, When I try clothes on, I feel like I am going to fit them, but I don't.!! Well anyway, tonight I am going to post my story so far, then put down my goals, details, and hopefully you will enjoy seeing my success, I am going to get the fix in 2006, by the way, "The Fix" is goal weight!!.

Get the Fix in 2006

Well this is it, I have finally created my own Blog.
To tell you the truth I am a total beginner, I have got my inspiration from a site attached to Weight Watchers, Angel.
And so I am going to attempt to create a blog along the same lines, but with my personality and goals, even thought they seem to be both very similar!!!
So here goes, my first entry, I look forward to updating this and making it a working journal.