Down in the Dumps!

Well, here I go again.
It is funny reading my last post, 2 months on,and I am too scared to weigh myself, coz I know that it will be all bad.
I am on a total downer.
I have torn my calf muscle during netball, we are nearly in the finals!! Typical, also I have joined the gym, well thats going to be great with this bung leg!!
Oh well, at least I have the Balls to admit it on this site, even though I know that No one is reading this. I have finally admitted it. I am heading down hill fast,
So much for my title "get the fix in 2006" is it ok that the year is almost over!!!!
I have to admit it. I am lazy!, if I really wanted to loose this weight I would do it. But I am too tired, lazy, and have no will power. I am all talk!!, the proof of this is the whole year!, I go up and down. I think about my weight all the time. I am forever "Starting today", it is a joke, I am a joke. Really, my body image is so low. I wear the same clothes every week, track pants, that were getting too big,now starting to fit snuggly!!, I have a freezer full of food, vegies in the fridge. Plenty to choose from. and What do I have for tea tonight? Butter Chicken. I may as well eat a tub of cream!!!
What a joke at the physio, when he asked if I do anything other than netball!
Nah, just sit on my fat butt and watch tv!!!!
It is sad the amount of tv I watch. lets be honest about it.
Boo Me, I really am low at the moment.
Oh well,I am out of here, talk soon!!!
Fatgirl, Oh my god, that is the first time I have thought of that!!
I call myself batgirl. and really itshould be fat girl!
See ya