Ok, so to explain my new heading....
I just watched a video of my netball game today and I don't recognize the person playing... it's me, but I just can't beleive what I have become, I am not going to spend this blog devaluing and belittling myself, but I am going to tell it like it is.
I have become a Lazy, Ill manoured, OVERWEIGHT, person, who watches too much Tv, eats FAR too much food (absolute crap food) Who thinks its ok to have a Week (make that a Term) off going to the gym. Who will do anything but move her butt.
Well I am totally looking for the quick fix, the answer in a pill, the Shake that will fix everything, Someone else to do the hard work for me. And here I am, I truly can't tell anyone what I am writing here. My friends and family just do not understand. My sister (gym Bunny) means well, we go to gym together, we hang out together, but again, she can't lose the weight for me, It is me and only me who can do it.
SO looking back is what I am really good at, I have at least half a dozen Diaries where I have set a goal, tracked and not quite made it!!,Infact one would just need to scroll down to see that I am a on again off again person. I struggle to stick to something for more than 6 weeks.
Well Next post I will lay down my goals, I will set my standards, I will re fire and light myself up again. I cannot stay like this, It is not fair for my family, My Man, and My kids, and really Its not fair for me!
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